//Monday, October 30, 2006//1:17 AM

Another thing to add to my 'I Want' List. I want a bike, not motorbike hor, bicycle tt bike. Haha.. Hoping for tt for dunno how long already, 5 yrs ago til now, bro stil haven go get 1. Lol! And and and.. i want a new specs. tis half frame specs realy CMI. I juz found my lens detached from the frame, coz the string used is lose already. And when i bought them?? This yr's JUNE. JUNE!!! its not even half a yr yet and its 'spoilt'~~~!!! Ermz.. not really spoilt lah.. stil can wear, but... haiz..

Anywayz.. Nite is always such a great time for thinking and reflecting. Exams coming, thinking of another 3 more yrs to go.. tt makes it another 5 more exams to take. Thinking abt the times me, les(es), les's 'bf's and many others.. the times we spent together. when theres only happiness. i was thinking what if i had not continued studying?? Mayb working at somewhere tt i din enjoy. Work for the sake of it. Or mayb i would be backpacking, travelling ard the world, looking at various beautiful sceneries, or working for my travelling fee at some real simple place. Well, tts a dream though. Lk drama lk tt lor. Hahah... or mayb i'll realise the dream when ive finished studies. Til then, mayb i'll be home for a few weeks, looking at my little niece and nephews. taking time out with my grandma and parents. Enjoying what i call a retirement. Hahaha... so young yet retired. Nice isnt it?? you zai xian zai. but not quite possible in sg. Too hectic over here. Haha..

Others have grown up, but not me. im stil learning. Learning to talk, walk and grow up. Muz we really be able to learn and grow when things happens? I guess so..

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//Sunday, October 29, 2006//1:04 AM

Saw him ytd. hmm...should be him lah. Haha.. Finally change the colour he wear. Everytime i see him, he'll be in his black coat, otherwise a black tee. Finally for a day i see him in another colour, which brightens up him. Think he nv see me lah, if he does i guess he will be too shock or faint after taking a look at my hair. Haha.. Guess the one standing nearer is Tom. ermz...should be. Hahaha... Since only he has the xiao di di look. =P
Well, looked abit lk allan though. But i think should be Tom. From far they look almost the same lah. All guys lai de mah. Haha..

Sometimes, i will find myself some excuse, so tt i get a chance to shop around and hunt for wat i want. Wont be free to do this for the nxt month. Exams coming~~~!!!! CA2 also~~!!! HOW HOW HOW~~????!!!!! Ermz... time to get back to books already. Any other things will be pushed aside. But there'll be exceptional cases. Hhaahaha..

Dad n grandma went China~~!! I wanna go too!!!! stupid exam! y cant they push the E-learning to nxt week n CA a week later. den i haf a chance to go look at the beautiful Hang Zhou and Shanghai~~ Hmph!!! But its ok. Sis say dec we all go for holiday. ermz... mum sponsor?? guess so. WAhahaha!!!

Though they are not ard, i had a nice weekend. Had hi-tea with huiling, chik and joey at merchant court today. Ate alot!!! Sent them off at the airport yest, so i get to go jalan jalan at the airport again, buy a cup of hot choc n enjoy. Plus before that, i met up with my Dearest Brother. obviously im not referring to my real brother. LOL =P Bro becoming more n more handsome. he cut his own hair. very...ermz.. unique. Haha.. had a great time with him. its been quite some time since i met him lah.. Mayb a yr or so. Tts long enough. Too bad les is not ard, but doesnt really make much diff. Ultimate motive of her presence is to take a look at my hair.

Long entry today~~ Hahah...cant help it. Coz its a nice weekend. And im stil too full to slp. Hahaha.. working on my books soon~~

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the Forgotten 1//Wednesday, October 25, 2006//8:51 PM

I guess wat Han Leong says is quite true...the forgotten 1. now applicable. but even if its otherwise, i may oso not be present for it. Stil cant get myself to face him. reaLLy cannot. even if can, nothing to talk abt oso. coz its not worth discussing.

Time's changed. Can only say im now going thru a transition period. YES!! transition period. a Loooooonnnnggg 1. feel lk talking to him, but guess he's not free lah. hahaha... he may be feeling even worse than me.. MAYBE..

went vivocity. Big, gd for shopping, and alot of my favourite stuffs there!!! Good view too. but wait til all the shops are fully renovated and moved in. a pity that GAP only sell clothes and no perfumes. miss the bottle that sis got from canada. spent almost 3 hours to finish the whole centre. BeardPaPa has got better coronet than cream puff. Haha... rich creamy~~

so far wat haf i got for myself??? hmmm... Bossini Shirts, Baleno Jeans, Noda Heels, Mu-ee lighters, Nail enamel, New haircut, New dress, Classic Manicure, Guess perfume, L'Oreal hair products, Crabtree and Evelyn hand therapy, Hp accesories.. guess thats for the moment.. haha...mayb more to come. But but but... theres more that i want.. haha...more importantly, i want a new Life. A new Start. Hopefully my transition period ends this year..

Time for me to find myself. I need a thorough search for my soul. She has gone far from me.. im missing her.. Anyone to heLp?? i dunno. Guess nobody knows where is she... LOST. Lost in my own world...

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//Friday, October 20, 2006//12:25 PM

I was tidying up my cupboard which was juz under a piece of mirror. I took a glance at the mirror, saw a familiar face in it. tot it was HIM in the mirror!!!! scare myself for nothing..
haha.... Y?? Y LK TT!! Y???

so y was it lk tt?? Firstly, i think our eyes look quite the same. except.. i got double eye lid!! =P plus.. we had the same hair style.. -.-'" so whose fault??? his fault lah.. Hahahah.... not tt i want to xing lai de.. but then, really his fault lah. stil can tell me look lk him, VERY GD~~~ zhen shi de!!

So its been some time since i change my hair style. not many ppl seen me with my new hair cut n colour. those who have seen me cant really recognise me. hahaha... gd or bad?? depends.

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//Friday, October 13, 2006//10:12 PM

Finally saw who i wanted to see..WAHAHAHA.. but tt person nv see me.. but nvm. HeeZ =)
Saw Ann oso...suddenly find her very cute and pretty. The 1st time saw her, she look lk big sister. Haha..

Its been a long time since ive seen my dear 'Les(es)'. Dunno how they've been doing. Probably lk me, bz with life.. Seen some others at Kel's bdae. They r stil the same. juz tt think Kel grow up already. Acting more and more like a man. Haha.. Tt Tan Kar Wei... TSK...*shake head. Stil the same... cannot grow up 1. Haha... stil lk a kid. But seems tt our bond got closer. We've learnt to cherish the people ard us whom we've been getting along with for yrs.

But then... tts the case for guys.. on the other hand. i juz felt so distance. Dunno whether if its me who drifted who the other who have drifted.. Mayb what has happened is stil haunting me. Think its time to say bye to the past and move on with life...

Now im hooked to something... im in love with salons~~ Hhaha.. it juz feels so great to have someone to wash and blow ur hair dry and make u look pretty with a new hair style. how nice if i have a bf lk tt.. Dreaming again.. =P
Those gentle n smooth hands running through ur hair, massaging ur head. make u so relax.. Ohhh~~~~~ ok. i shall stop dreaming for now. hahaha....mayb any of u reading my blog will feel lk killing me.. Waiting for my next salon visit!!

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//Thursday, October 12, 2006//12:55 AM

Was at JP. din see who i wanted to...but saw alot of others. haha..
Saw Alan.. he like very free like that... see him walk here walk there. Tom like very busy, but busy selling products. Haha... seems like he has got alot of customers.. mayb coz he too 38 liaoz. Oppz. =p

Everytime i see Alan, always thought of his pair of gentle hands.. where got guys so gentle de.. RARE! and he can stil tell me he always so gentle de.. well well..... hurhur... nice people lah.. very cute guy. Sometimes observe him for a longer time, find him like xiao di di. SOOOooooooooooo CUTE~~~~ Hahhaha... he better not be seeing this entry.. will get killed i guess. WAHAHA..

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//Wednesday, October 11, 2006//3:04 PM

well well.... FINALLY.. my brother's MARRIED!!!
Im not entitled to his room..YET. since my grandma is ard and with 2 little monkeys.
Haha.. =P Guess its going to be converted into a playroom.
Anywayz...thats not a problem to me.

So i was on my way home from school. sitting in a quite empty bus..
i juz felt so blessed. Think people sitting around me think im nuts, coz im smiling to myself. Lolz! Ok..so...i juz felt so blessed coz everyone ard me has found their happiness... they juz make me feel like getting my own happiness.. haha...

Went to make some changes to my hair.. again. The hairdresser is nice. like my new hairdo very much..im juz lovin it~~ think im vain right?? nvm... hhahaha.. girls mah.. normal..

woke up this morning, look into the mirror, and found that... i look so alike with 'eh hem'. i shant say is who.. *BLEAHZ
so scary... mayb early morn wake up, got illusion lah har. Hahaha...
but its nice for us to look alike. so if we have the same hairdo, we'll look lk twins. It'll be nice if we can juz walk on the streets together. should go scare our friends. haha...bad hor..

so thats for now lah...going out soon... so to end this entry.... sentence for the day..

$$$$ ~money~ I LIKE CASH AND CASH LIKE ME!!! ~money~ $$$$

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