//Sunday, December 31, 2006//12:44 AM

Attended a church wedding this afternoon. Well.... it was touching. Pretty touching, nearly let my tears roll off my cheeks, but i managed to keep it juz rolling in my eyes. Hahaha... Nv seen such a lovely man. A man who knows how to appreciate the family, appreciate the love of his parents and also the newly set up family.

I dunno y, i always get so touched when i attend weddings.. mayb juz the recent yrs. I rmb my bro's wedding too... nearly cried. i think, i cried on my sis's wedding too. Hahaha... coz they're my closest family. I want to marry~~~ Lolz. Juz so touched by all the wedding bells and happiness... Where's my Mr Right?? I once tot i found him, but it seems tt he is not meant to be mine. So, i'll juz wait for the time to come...

2007 reaching in a few hrs time...

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;like you are.

//Tuesday, December 26, 2006//11:48 PM

Sometimes i really dun understand myself.. i dunno y. I guess some of u may haf similar incidents. i was listening to some music tt i had uploaded to my ipod. Suddenly, i juz tot of KL when i heard the series of songs sung by Gary Cao Ge. i dunno y. Coz i dun see any links between them. Hahaha... Mayb they juz gif me the same feeling.

Its been long since i saw any of them. ever since the incident. and Now. i juz knew learnt from somebody tt i was assumed to be the mistress of somebody. WTH. So my les is gonig thru something similar. I din expect tt to happen, but there r juz so many little little xiao cha qu going on.. i nv regret the time spent, and i cannot regret. its my life. I dunno whether there r any sacarstic or insulting remarks going ard. but i juz think tt he SUCKS. Ive nv seen such a man lk tt who really made me blow up my top n really really felt lk giving him a tight slap. Not for myself thou. but it juz makes ppl boil. wats the use when everyone's hurt to the core... I juz dun lk it. i dun agree to wat he has done, to such a vulneralble relationship n person.

Can anybody tell me y guys r so petty? or should i say mah fan? whine over something tt has not been a prob with anyone of us, but juz him. i seriously wanna ask him wat the hell is wrong with him...

I AM DAMN PISSED WITH TIS IDIOT!!!

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;like you are.

//Monday, December 25, 2006//11:15 PM

im back from my hols(some time ago). Haha... its was a nice one.. but Time no enough!!

So its Xmas already, but im juz so suay enough to be sick on the eve. Health hasnt been gd for me tis yr.. Haiz.. Been sick on impt dates for a few times tis yr. meaning, i missed out so much fun! ARGH! So wat haf i been doing for tis 2 days?? Busy vomitting n visiting the toilet. i muz emphasize tt IM NOT PREGNANT! Lolz.

Waiting aimlessly for my results to come out. Dunno when the hell it will be out. its such a long wait. So since me, mum n sis so free, we went shopping. Wahaha.. but unfortunately, jayden wasnt feeling well. so we only managed to get mum a hair cut and some window shopping with tthe kids. and urm... i missed the chance to see ey hem.. but nvm. coz i'll get the chance soon.. Wahahaha...

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//Thursday, December 07, 2006//12:24 AM

juz finish reading a novel.. English novel!! OMG! Haha... ive nv imagine myself finishing an eng novel. Those appointed for sch use not counted. Heez. So tis book is called "Daughter Of Venice" by Donna Jo Napoli. inspirational to me. Haha... makes me feel so blessed tt im living in the 21st century. Some day when im prepared, i'll change into the fisherboys attire and breathe the air of the city. brave myself thru the challenges and enlighten myself. Wahahah...

Im flying in a few days time... YIPPEE!!! Time to pack, haven done any preparations yet. Hahaha...

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//Tuesday, December 05, 2006//11:49 PM

2 movies in a row.. din expect vivo cinemax to be so hot~~ An hr b4 show starts, tix already finishing. Anywayz, we manage to catch the movie Casino Royale. Abit draggy(is tis hows it should be spelt?)

So went for Happy Feet today. Dun understand y cinemas always haf such cooling aircon. Super duper cool~~ The moment we walked out of the theater, specs became foggy. and its raining outside!!! No wonder its so freaking cold!!! So we were getting our way out of West Mall. 1st, fingers stiff. Nxt, when we finally got out of the place, nose numb. Den, my hands started to defrost while leaving. So thruout the train trip, i felt needles pricking on my fingers.. imagine, from BB to CCK, whole journey is ard 5 mins.. Sadz.

Anywayz... its a get together day lah, thou short. Awaiting for the nxt get together day, before xmas.

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;like you are.

//Sunday, December 03, 2006//12:22 AM

Exam's OVER!!!! YEAH!!!!
Finally i can do some peaceful shopping. Juz bought a pair of heels, dad pay. Wahaha.. So im now waiting for coming sat, den i'll be flying to where i long to be~~ Theres so many things waiting for me over there... Dun worry guys, i'll bring back some gifts. Ermz.. Hope they'll put to use for u ppl. Heez.. Anywayz.. Guess im not going to haf a relaxing hols. So many things to clarify.

Ok. Enough of me. im going to cont with my les. Hmm.. how to say?? too many probs with her n HIM. Im not going to curse n swear abt him nor her. Coz theres always some things tt we cant control. We can only be more alert n aware of wat we r doing. Its better to get ourselves hurt than to hurt others. Which in this case, more get hurt if we cont our way.

Once i nearly hurt somebody, i wouldnt want any1 to be in the situation again. Coz it really hurts too much. But i guess its not as painful as the recent 1. Haiz..

Okiez... So line of the day??? Eymz.....ermz....hmm...here it goes
--<-@ 我爱你，爱得把自己的喜怒哀乐也忘掉。我忘我地爱你，就这样一直一直一直的连自己可以不爱你的这回事也忘掉。@->--

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